The worse thing is... I don't know where to run.
The worse thing is... I don't know where to run.
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Select the month you were born in:
1 (Jan) - I stabbed
2 (Feb) - I needed
3 (Mar) - I ran naked with
4 (Apr) - I killed
5 (May) - I jumped
6 (June)- I smoked with
7 (July) - I ran shirtless with
8 (Aug) - I banged
9 (Sept) - I shot
10 (Oct) - I robbed
11 (Nov) -I slapped
12 (Dec) - I cuddled with
Pick the day (number) you were born on:
01 - the trojan man
02 - a homeless guy
03 -a homo
04 - A mop**
05 - a dog
06 - a rock star
07 - Paris Hilton
08 - my lover
09 - a toothbrush
10 - my boyfriend
11 - a glass of milk
12 - a teletubby
13 - the cookie monster
14 - a drunk
15 - a crack head
16 - a cat
17 - a bum
18 - a whore
19 - a hobo
20 - a stripper
21 - a porn star
22 - Barney the dinosaur
23 - the kool-aid man
24 - an easter egg
25 - my ex girlfriend
26 - a hottie
27 - a bag of weed
28 - a french fry
29 - your mom
30 - a bowl of cereal
31 - jezzy the snowman
Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White - because that bitch stole my taco
Black - because I love marijuana
Pink - because I’m good in bed
Red - because I have AMAZING boobs
brown- because I still love him
Polka Dots - because I hate my life
Purple - because I’m gay
Grey - because I’m sexy like that
Other - because I have double D’s
Green - because I love to snort cocaine.
Orange - because I smoke crack
Turquoise - because I have a noodle in my nose
blue - because im the sexiest bitch alive
Tye dye- because Im a fucking scuba diver
none- because i have a killer six pack
Sometimes in our relentless efforts to find the person we love, we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words, for you will find rewarding happiness not with the man you love but the man whom loves you more.
The best lovers are those who are capable of loving from a distance, far enough to allow the person to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep within your being. To let go of someone doesn’t mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free but it is also setting yourself free from all bitterness, hatred and anger that you keep in your heart.
Do not let the bitterness rare away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you, but rather let you grow with wisdom in veering it. You may find peace in just loving someone from a distance not expecting anything in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past but real peace and happiness comes only with open acceptance of what reality is today.
There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions.
The sad part of it comes when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just friendship… Don’t be so bitter about it! For it may be a kind of friendship that may last for a lifetime. We may start our desperate attempt to get noticed.. to get closer.. but in the end our efforts may still get unrewarded and we'd end up being sorry for ourselves.
You don’t have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving. Don’t let your heart run your life, be sensible, and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well.
Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow: If you lose love that doesn’t mean that you failed in love. Cry, if you have to, but make sure that the tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you. Let go yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last for a lifetime.
5 Craziest Things I've Ever Done:
- Had my hair curled in a demo seat (for a particular brand of hair iron) outside Watsons in SM North.
- Got away with an MMDA ticket by telling the police that I'll kiss him instead. LOL!!! - Just so everyone knows, I DIDN'T DO IT ACTUALLY!
- Tryouts for aque party facilitator: Acted as a Sisa facilitator in front of a room filled with Xavierian students ("Krispin? Basilio???")
- Because I couldn't reverse our old Volkswagon beetle (and I was already in a hurry to leave), I decided to put down the hand break and push the car down our garage ramp and off to the road. When the car was already accelerating backwards, I ran behind it thinking that I could stop it. HAHAHAHAHA! Feeling ko ako si Superman! (Deym Char! Ano yun? Toy?!)
- Jumped in a pool without any extra clothes to wear afterwards. That time I so envied my friends who were swimming and I just jumped in not knowing what undies I'd be using after the swim.
10 Things I've always wanted to do but never had the guts to do:
- Kill a cockroach without fear.
- Go snorkling!
- Tell the people I'm seriously angry at how much I hate them for what they're doing.
- Apply in Adidas :p
- Study culinary arts.
- Try out an exotic haircut.
- Speak fluent Chinese.
- Learn and be very very good at figure skating.
- Buy my immersion family a carabao.
- Approach LA Tenorio and Rich Alvarez for an autograph and a picture.
Gusto ko maging complete. Centrum complete from A to Zinc. :p
Was blog hopping and when I opened a certain random page, this song just played. :)
Just Say The Word - Josh Kelley
I'm holdin on
To your picture on my telephone
And I know that I should let you go
But it's hard to break away
I ask around
And I wonder what you're doin now
But I hear that you've been going out
A little more these days
Well I can't lie that I think from time to time how you're doin
Well don't hang up, cause what I really meant to say is
When everything is wrong
Nothings goin right
Just know that I'm not hard to find
So just say the word
And I'll race to you tonight
And I'll be right there by your side-holdin on
Remember when
We were further than you/ve ever been
And I think about it now and then
It takes me to that place
Oh and I pretend
That I'm better than I've ever been
Well at least that's what I tell my friends
Cause I can't show my face
Well I can't lie that I think from time to time how you're doin
Well don't hang up
Cause what I really meant to say
When everything is wrong
Nothings goin right
Just know that I'm not hard to find
So just say the word
And I'll race to you tonight
And I'll be right there by your side
It's hard enough to believe in something more
Than just pretend
Just because we both know it's over
We can still be friends
When everything is wrong
Nothings goin right
Just know that I'm not hard to find
So just say the word
And I'll race to you tonight
And I'll be right there by your side
I can be right there by your side--Oh
I can be right there by your side

Nicholas D'Agosto ♥
My golleh! If I'd end up with a guy like this... *haaaaaayyyyy* He's 6 feet tall and has nice eyes.... Never mind being heartbroken nowwww. May he float in my dreams... Imbis na gabi gabi nalang nananaginip akong nagreremit ako!

Katas ng Canon kay Mike! haha!
I so love the game Road Rage despite the fact that I sucked big time (I caused more damage to myself than to my targets). Got dizzy with my own driving and couldn't chase my enemies because I got stuck in a small corner twice and couldn't get out. We were all laughing because I kept on going to the wrong direction and could hardly reverse. Even in games I'm an unreliable source of direction.
Speaking of direction, despite my poor navigational skills, we were able to find our way to Rockwell this afternoon [after nearly causing accidents in the area and moving towards a dead end] My driving misadventures continue. Had lunch and spent the afternoon with Mic, Elaine, Mike, Borgy, Kaye and Jic. Ate in this Jap Resto (I can't remember the name), played in Powerstation and Billiards after that :) The good times! Next time, bowling, ice skating and wall climbing naman :) Thanks Borgy for the free lunch and thanks Borgy and Mic for the free billiard fees!!! :D
And to continue, The Driving Misadventures of Wonder Char!!!
On the way home...
After bringing Borgy to his dinner party, Char, with Kaye, was driving along Corinthian Hills towards White Plains.
Char: HALA HUMP!!!!
Good break. Was able to slow down in time so that the car won't fly
Upon seeing a big hole on the road near ahead
Char: SHEEEETTTT!!!
Too late. BAGAG!
Kaye: (((Screams))) Ano ka ba parang mamamatay ako dito!!!
Stoplight turns red
Char: Uy Kaye! Ang ganda ng Christmas lights! Picture-an natin!
Kaye gets Char's camera in her bag and Char fixes it to a different photo style to capture the lights well and while doing so...
Char: Sabihin mo sakin kung green na ah?
Kaye: Green na! Joke!
Char continues preparing her camera
Kaye: Green na!
Char hands the camera to Kaye
Char: O dali! Picture-an mo
Kaye: Bagalan mo lang! (While trying to take a picture of the Christmas lights on the street)
Kaye: BAGALAN MO HINDI KO MAKUNAN MABUTI!
Char: (Laughing because she couldn't slow down since she was causing irritation to the cars behind her already)
And the pictures taken............
Take 1:

Take 2:

LOL!!! Goodluck nalang haha!
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Anyway, someone asked me this before, I'm kinda interested in other people's responses. :p Just leave comments for your answers (if you feel like it):
Say you're walking down a street and then you see a bush filled with very yummy-looking strawberries. You decided to get. How many did you get?
Then suddenly, the owner of that bush came out of the house and got really angry because you've been taking from the bush. What would you do?
"Psychological" meanings/ life equivalents of your answers on the next post. (Para walang cheating)
Earlier this afternoon, went out with Kaye, Ramon and Ditse. We headed to Trinoma to eat mirienda, went up to the top floor to go and eat at Krispy Kreme. Too bad though, there were no more seats left for newcomers like us so we ended up loitering outside with our donuts and coffee cups at hand. Our view? Four different couples there with different situations.
Couple #1: Snugglers. Once in a while they just talk, slap one another in the arms, then next second, they hug each other tightly and make out. They were actually the ones who got most of our attention. Kaye even suggested that we go near them and then she'll go: "Char Char dito tayo, para may action sa background!"
Couple #2: Sad couple. According to Kaye, the girl was pregnant and well, she was crying. We were assuming that they were breaking up but eventually concluded that they'll still be friends.
Couples 3 and 4: They weren't very interesting.
Yes, we were bored, and we had nothing else to watch. Thanks couples for being our source of entertainment.
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Finally, I was able to buy my long-admired pair of Chucks.


So all my hardwork and OT pay goes to that.
After that, we headed off to Timezone. Onga pala Kaye, may utang pa ko sa inyo. Bayad ko kayo promise, siguro sa 10 pagnagkita tayo. There was supposed to be a showdown between Ramon and me (paunahan mafail), but eventually, people wouldn't leave the DDR machine. Screamed, played and had fun.

Kaye's goodies from the gambling game. ;)
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My dear car was baptized. She's now named, Ruby. Thanks, to Ninang Kaye. :)
Went to Burgundy and claimed my new top. I was too early since I was there around 11am and Exceladon was about to start around 1pm. So, just to kill time, I decided to go to an internet place and surf the internet for an hour. There, I spotted Aerec. Hmm... ininggit ko ata sya kasi nagkakandahirap sya gumawa ng paper at ako, ready to go to Tagaytay na! (Complete with the backpack). Come lunch time, I decided to call Kaye and Ramon so that we could have lunch together. Eventually, they were having lunch with their blockmates so I joined them. Hiya ako! Magiging abogado silang lahat! Soon to be court pitbulls (uyyy). After lunch, went to AdMU for Exceladon. I told myself I wasn't going to play volleyball since I was feeling sick due to my sore throat. Well, as most people expected, I ended up playing with a pair of slippers, jeans and a sleeveless shirt. Siyempre wala akong dalang pampalit except yung pantulog ko sa gabi at yung susuotin ko the next day! No choice, had to sacrifice a shirt. Oh! Speaking of shirts, Vanni gave me a jersey!!! Actually, sobra talaga akong natuwa dun sa jersey kasi double sided sya (wala nun sa bundok ko eh), so I was telling Vanni: "Vanni! Akin nalang toh!" To my surprise, he agreed!


Thanks Vanni!!!
Yesterday's the day! First time I've ever been to Tagaytay Highlands! Too bad my throat didn't cooperate hence I had to sleep earlier (and ended up missing a lot) :p At the same time, I couldn't defend myself from my car-"friends" because I don't even have the voice to answer back. Funny how my mom called in the evening and ended up not wanting to talk to me (and erm interrogate my whereabouts) because she could hardly hear me over the phone :p

Sa uulitin!
Incident in AJ's Car
Setting: Night time, leaving Shell station after dinner, driving to SLEX.
Characters: AJ (driving), Terry (passenger seat), Jic (Sitting behind AJ), Char (sitting behind Terry), Peter (sitting between Char and Jic)
AJ: Char! Kung ikaw may boyfriend, ok lang ba sa iyo na tumitingin sya sa ibang babae?
Char: [No Answer - Could hardly talk]
Peter: [Imitates Char's voice] Ayaw ko...
AJ: Ha?! Talaga?
Jic, Peter and Char --> laughing out loud in the backseat.
Char: Hindi nga ko nagsasalita eh!
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All other jokes are to be left censored. Kwento ko nalang sa totoong buhay. Ang masasabi ko lang, boys will be boys. :p Ohh! I should remember this day (October 21, 2007)! AJ LET ME DRIVE HIS CAR!!! IN SOUTH LUZON EXPRESSWAY BACK TO FORT!!! Would you believe??? Dang! Somebody should've taken my picture! It was a once in a lifetime thing!
I.
AY HINDI KO ALAM KUNG BAKIT KA GANYAN
MAHIRAP KAUSAPIN AT ‘DI PA NAMAMANSIN
DI MO BA ALAM AKO’Y NASASAKTAN
NGUNIT DI BALE NA BASTA’T MALAMAN MO NA
REFRAIN:
MAHAL KITA, MAHAL KITA
HINDI ‘TO BOLA
NGUMITI KA MAN LANG SANA
AKO’Y NASA LANGIT NA
MAHAL KITA, MAHAL KITA
HINDI ‘TO BOLA
SUMAGOT KA NAMAN, WAG LANG, EWAN
II.
SANA NAMAN ITIGIL MO NA ‘YANG
KAKASABI NG EWAN AT ANONG BOLA NA NAMAN YAN
BAKIT BA GANYAN, BINATA’Y ‘DI ALAM
NA ANG EWAN AY KATULAD NA RIN NG OONG INAASAM
LALALALA
(REPEAT REFRAIN)
Words by Winnie Arrieta
Music by Louie Ocampo
Salawikain
I.
KAPAG ANG BUHAY MO’Y MALUNGKOT
HUWAG KANG SISIMANGOT
KAPAG BULSA’Y WALANG PERA
DAANIN SA TAWA
WALA NG PERA SISIMANGOT KA PA
LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-L
II.
KAPAG IKAW TAKOT SA MULTO
DALA KA NG ASO
KAPAG IKAW TAKOT SA DAGA
DALA KA NG PUSA
MAGSASAWA KA SA KUTING AT TUTA
III.
SALAWIKAING ITO AY BAGO
PAMPALIPAS ORAS LAMANG LAHAT
BIRU-BIRUAN LAMANG NA PAYO
KAMI’Y NANUNUYA, NATUTUWA
NATATAWA LANG SA MUNDO OH…
IV.
KAPAG IKAW NA-IINITAN
DALA KA NG PAYONG
SA PAGDATING NAMAN NG ULAN
PAYONG MO ANG BAON
HUWAG LANG KANIN ANG BAON NA PAYONG
V.
KAPAG LALAKI MAY BIGOTE
MARAMING BABAE
KAPAG BABAE MAY BIGOTE
ITO AY LALAKI
KWIDAW SA SYOTA NA MAYROONG BIGOTE
VI.
KAPAG PINANGANAK KANG PANGIT
HUWAG KA NG MASUNGIT
KAPAG IKA’Y LAGING MASUNGIT
LALO KANG PAPANGIT
HINDI BAGAY MAG-MASUNGIT ANG PANGIT
Words and Music by Danny Javier
Baliw na ata ako. I'm not sure if I'm happy or sad, or worried... I really am confused. I think I'm scared to be happy because I might expect and my higher expectations won't be met then eventually I'd just be disappointed and down (tapos magpapaspa nanaman ako hahaha). Hay nako, bahala na nga. [Then I'd say this again next week]
Moving on, last night when I got home, I was reading my palanca boxes back in high school, and the "letter box" I received during my 20th birthday. Funny how it took me 8 years to realize the message behind one palanca I got: it said, "Ate Char, the good thing about you is "ikaw ang pinakamagalang sa lahat ng girls ni kuya." Tama ba naman yun? Hahaha! Ano ko, kabet?! Nevertheless, that time, I was sure I wasn't the only one. :p
Oh! I finally found a solution to the person annoying me. My phone actually has an option to block messages from certain people I indicate on the list! ;) It turns out I don't need Globe's SERVE whatever to help me with my misery. Hail Samsung! :D
San ba mura magpakulot? Next parlor visit ko, magpapakulot naman ako ;)
3. Masculado : Yung tama lang, yoko ng parang nanggaling sa WWF
4. Guys who give flowers : Yes definitely.
5. Smiling face : Yessss
6. Hiphop : No
7. Guys who ask permission before courting : Dapat para klaro :p
8. Has earring/s : No mamaya manghiram pa ng hikaw sakin yan :p
9. Used to chew bubblegum : No
10. Long-hair : Kung magiging kasing cute sya ni Jerry Yan, why not?
11. Bald : No... kung nagkatuluyan kami kawawa magiging anak namin kasi kalbo mga lalaki sa lahi namin :))
12. Antipatiko : No
13. Torpe : Wag naman sobra although it'll be cute :p
14. Computer-games addict : Kung makakarelate ako ok lang
15. Basketball player : No prob ;)
16. Mr. Count-my-ex's-till-you-drop : errr... so bakit ang dami nila at X silang lahat?
17. Mestizo : YEAH
18. Guys who sing well : cute yun :)
19. Quiet/tame : It's fine with me basta ba kinakausap parin ako at gets namin ang isat isa
20. Cum laude : Why not? :p
21. Formal : Hmmm...
22. Friendly : Yes
23. Mr. I have an opinion about anything & everything : HELL NO! DO YOU WANT ME TO STRANGLE YOU?!
24. Motorcycle guy : No, i hate people on motorcycles. Road rage
26. Rocker : Umm no hihi
27. Skate boarder : No, uncool for me :p
28. Alaskador (prankster) : Pareho ba to sa taklesa?
29. Flirt : Uhm kadiri hahaha
30. Mr. Campus Crush : Ok sana kaya lang marami akong kaagaw
31. Bigotilyo : No
32. Painter : Ok lang kaya lang baka ma-kate winslet in Titanic ako nyan!
33. Galante : ??
34. Mr. Love Letter : Kung minsan lang, cute yun :D
35. Maporma : Yes :D
36. Talks Too Much : Away ang abot mo sakin.
37. Soccer Hottie : :D
38. Anti-Christ : No. Tinatanong pa ba yun?
39. Mama's Boy : Kung close lang sila ng mom nya, cute yun, kung sobra na, wag na!
41. Mysterious Guy : Ok lang sakin basta wag lang creepy hahaha
42. Cute Idiot : pano yun?
43. Guitarist : Plus points :D
44. Wide Vocabulary Guy : Baka dumugo ilong ko
45. Loves you : Of course :p
46. Tennis guy : No prob :)
47. Dark skin : I don't mind :)
48. Tall : Should be :p
49. Chubby : Pwede bang no?
50. Hairy : How hairy? Hahaha!
So anyway, MIKE IS BACK IN ZI PINAS! The Choalites and Ramon had (erm late) dinner last night at Chicken Bacolod talking about the ol' college days meaning: Jolina and Juday, "Vi like to parti!", how Mike didn't help someone and just laughed back when we were first year, Mike's "Charlotte-ness" -- eating slow, Lionel's innocent and tainted students, and all others that are just too private to share ;) It's so nice going back to the good times. :) Can't wait for the pictures!
Anyway, today was okay although I think I did have my strands of bad luck:
(1) Bought a G-Pass Card in the MRT station only to be embarrassed after a while because for some reason that expensive card didn't work.
(2) Got terribly squished in the MRT because for some reason a lot of people do take the MRT around 9-ish.
(3) Eventually ate lunch in the food park (lower level of our office building) instead of going to Jollibee because when we were about to leave, it rained so hard
Hmmm... bad luck comes in three's.
Anyway, this day was also a funny one. I should write about it but not now... I'm about to fall asleep. :) Good night everyone!
This time around, my weekends are free, but I could really feel the difference between M-F's and weekends. (Like how much percentage of a day I spend on sleeping and eating when I'm at home now). I want to go to malls every weekend only to realize that I have nothing to do there but enjoy the aircon and eat. Bottom line is, I feel like my life was more meaningful back in college. (Iiyak ba ko pag lumabas na yung yearbook? Drama!) Maybe life's more complicated now since I don't drive very often anymore and well, it hurts to spend. Basta, the feeling is different... somehow, I often feel so empty. *toink*
So now I'm back to preparing another list--of things I'd like to do before I die (so that I could say that I lived my life very well): *in no particular order
- Buy a carabao for the family I lived with during my immersion
- Finish building, painting, and decorating a house for a certain family
- Be able to travel--especially EUROPE TOUR!!! Also, travel in different places in the Phils and Asia
- Be able to make my parents enjoy retirement without worries
- Have a job that I really enjoy doing
- Fund a scholar's tuition fee (and see them graduate)
- Personalize my own pair of footwear
- Buy a shihtzu
*Sigh* I feel like I don't have a "life" anymore. I miss dancing and playing different kinds of sports. Onga pala, CALLING LIONEL AND KAYE!!! Tell me kung kelan tayo pwede magmarathon sa bahay ni lionel!!! :D Harry Potter 5's fast approaching! I can't wait! :D
- MILK TEA! Tea is supposed to be a healthy drink but this one, I heard, makes one fat. It makes the drinker's body bloat while leaving the wallet skinny.
- CHOCOLATE. Who can resist this one? I've been eating anything choco-flavored lately, not to mention, eating extensively. Now, for some unknown reason, I think my body temperature altered--leaving me almost sweating amidst very very cold aircon. (Before this occured, I never dared going to the office with thin clothing because I know it'll cause me hypothermia! Kidding)
Anyway, enough with the rambling. I'm tired... and F in blogging. I need a life.